[ there is also a significant difference in just learning about the death after the fact, and witnessing it happen in person. it was, in fact, quite gruesome! it is really a shame that almost everyone who knew were the shots were kept were the ones who needed them. ]

It is still not pleasant to witness. Even with us-- we all died, and are still able to interact and have a chance to return, but the experience of it all likely traumatized many, even if they try to hide it.