[ I knew there was some bullshit here goddamnit ara. anyway he does seem surprised by this, blinking a little as he debates how to reply. ]

Did you even have a choice then either? Or were you only meant to be the vessel without another option? [ that?? sounds terrible?? ] You'd have to spend your whole life monitoring yourself so you didn't, like, I don't know. Evoke the goddess's wrath and destroy everything around you or whatever.

[ more to the point... ]

So what you felt became too much and hit a boiling point. But separating it...I can see how it'd be a little difficult to tell where it's coming from. [ ... ] Why Sidon?