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[ravenry]

[ she is not that violent of a person, but she glares at him. ]

You are tiresome.

[discomfort]

I know.

[ there's a chuckle. ]

I am not used to others worrying so much about me, I'm afraid. That will take some time to get used to.

[ravenry]

Take your blanket off already. I know you haven't healed yourself yet.

[ she is too tired to pretend anymore. ]

You have the rest of this unfortunate tour to get used to it.

[ curses you to endgame ]

[discomfort]

[ there's a sigh. and he'll drop it.

i don't know how to say he's missing his left arm but he's missing his left arm.

everything else is fairly bandaged so it's hard to tell, but from where you can see his skin he does have a lot of bandages. ]

Before you say anything, I was healed a bit while we were away, so it was fine to not immediately go for another round.

[ HE WASN'T RISKING MCDYING FROM BLOOD LOSS!!! HE WANTS THIS TO BE KNOWN THE CYOA DID GIVE SOME HEALING (JUST NOT AS MUCH AS HE SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN GIVEN THE EXTENT OF THE INJURIES)!!! ]

[ravenry]

[ this extra clarification like you know she'll be mad.

she didn't think she had the energy to feel something strongly after cycling through a bunch of different emotions after the confirmation of eunhyuk's guilt, but she's incensed even after what he says. ]

Fool. You know it's wrong because you wore a blanket to hide. I am not your master or your guest or anything of the sort, but— [ the words get stuck in her throat because it is hard for her to be emotionally honest. ]

It would be easier for everyone to see the state you are in.

[discomfort]

[ ah, of course she's mad. it's expected.

expected, but still a little strange, in a way that was hard to describ. ]

I am not one to let others see me vulnerable. [ which is a vulnerable statement to make. ] Especially in front of so many who do not know me.

[ravenry]

[ ... ]

You are far older than I will ever be. I do not know what dangers you have experienced in however many lifespans. [ but she knows not wanting to be weak and not wanting to show weakness. ] You have likely experienced worse than what you just did.

[ it is hard for her to be emotionally honest. it is difficult for her to connect. her caring as much a she does is against her better judgment. ]

But I do not want to feel this way again.

[ it is a selfish thing to say when she should not indulge in such selfishness. ]

[discomfort]

[ there really is something about someone being upfront about a desire, even if they believe it to be a selfish one. and it is selfish, but owner does not think that emotion is as ugly as people like to believe.

to be alive is to have desires. ]

Thank you for telling me this. [ many people just accepted the decision. or they argued, but the argument was always in the sense of his health, and that is something owner is willing to overlook. ] I understand that I may be stubborn, but I will take your words to heart.

[ravenry]

... All right.

[ she knows she can't force him to do anything, and she shouldn't even want to try. ]

That's all I can say.

[discomfort]

You are quite caring.

[ he wouldn't say that this is a surprise, but not everyone is willing to admit a heartfelt emotion, especially when they're mad about the topic. ]

[ravenry]

You may think what you like.

[ said in a very haughty hmph kind of tone. she doesn't want to acknowledge that. ]

I simply can't stand fools.

[discomfort]

That is fine. However, it is rather unfortunate that this ship is full of them.

[ it's said in an amused tone, like he is indeed counting himself in that number. ]

[ravenry]

You accept it so easily.

[ it's half a frown and half a pout. ]

[discomfort]

There is not really much to do about it though, is there? We can't switch out the people on the ship.

[ you're stuck!! ]

The only thing you can do is live with fools.

[ravenry]

[ her reply to that is to take a bite out of her food.

harrumph. ]

[discomfort]

[ she is so cute... ]

May I have some?

[ravenry]

[ she loves food so much, but she doesn't horde it to herself.

she pushes her plate towards him. she loves baozi too much. ]

[discomfort]

[ she is so good.

but he will take some and start nomming. ]

Is the food back home better?

[ravenry]

It is fresher. But that may be because it has to be.

[ preservatives.... who is she ]

The convenience here... it is one of the few things I can't criticize.

[discomfort]

That's true. Even though I was reluctant to use them, the healing pods are a luxury that many would be desperate to have in their own worlds.

[ravenry]

In mine, it would be unthinkable. I do not know how many years would pass before something like that could be made.

[ she thinks about thievery for half a second. ]

[discomfort]

Mm. I like to think technology where I'm from is moving quickly, but we are also nowhere near this level.

[ stealing from murdergames is moral and good ]