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[ravenry]

[ this extra clarification like you know she'll be mad.

she didn't think she had the energy to feel something strongly after cycling through a bunch of different emotions after the confirmation of eunhyuk's guilt, but she's incensed even after what he says. ]

Fool. You know it's wrong because you wore a blanket to hide. I am not your master or your guest or anything of the sort, but— [ the words get stuck in her throat because it is hard for her to be emotionally honest. ]

It would be easier for everyone to see the state you are in.

[discomfort]

[ ah, of course she's mad. it's expected.

expected, but still a little strange, in a way that was hard to describ. ]

I am not one to let others see me vulnerable. [ which is a vulnerable statement to make. ] Especially in front of so many who do not know me.

[ravenry]

[ ... ]

You are far older than I will ever be. I do not know what dangers you have experienced in however many lifespans. [ but she knows not wanting to be weak and not wanting to show weakness. ] You have likely experienced worse than what you just did.

[ it is hard for her to be emotionally honest. it is difficult for her to connect. her caring as much a she does is against her better judgment. ]

But I do not want to feel this way again.

[ it is a selfish thing to say when she should not indulge in such selfishness. ]

[discomfort]

[ there really is something about someone being upfront about a desire, even if they believe it to be a selfish one. and it is selfish, but owner does not think that emotion is as ugly as people like to believe.

to be alive is to have desires. ]

Thank you for telling me this. [ many people just accepted the decision. or they argued, but the argument was always in the sense of his health, and that is something owner is willing to overlook. ] I understand that I may be stubborn, but I will take your words to heart.

[ravenry]

... All right.

[ she knows she can't force him to do anything, and she shouldn't even want to try. ]

That's all I can say.

[discomfort]

You are quite caring.

[ he wouldn't say that this is a surprise, but not everyone is willing to admit a heartfelt emotion, especially when they're mad about the topic. ]

[ravenry]

You may think what you like.

[ said in a very haughty hmph kind of tone. she doesn't want to acknowledge that. ]

I simply can't stand fools.

[discomfort]

That is fine. However, it is rather unfortunate that this ship is full of them.

[ it's said in an amused tone, like he is indeed counting himself in that number. ]

[ravenry]

You accept it so easily.

[ it's half a frown and half a pout. ]

[discomfort]

There is not really much to do about it though, is there? We can't switch out the people on the ship.

[ you're stuck!! ]

The only thing you can do is live with fools.

[ravenry]

[ her reply to that is to take a bite out of her food.

harrumph. ]

[discomfort]

[ she is so cute... ]

May I have some?

[ravenry]

[ she loves food so much, but she doesn't horde it to herself.

she pushes her plate towards him. she loves baozi too much. ]

[discomfort]

[ she is so good.

but he will take some and start nomming. ]

Is the food back home better?

[ravenry]

It is fresher. But that may be because it has to be.

[ preservatives.... who is she ]

The convenience here... it is one of the few things I can't criticize.

[discomfort]

That's true. Even though I was reluctant to use them, the healing pods are a luxury that many would be desperate to have in their own worlds.

[ravenry]

In mine, it would be unthinkable. I do not know how many years would pass before something like that could be made.

[ she thinks about thievery for half a second. ]

[discomfort]

Mm. I like to think technology where I'm from is moving quickly, but we are also nowhere near this level.

[ stealing from murdergames is moral and good ]