It's something that exists and gives whatever this thing is the prime opportunity to use it against you and the rest of us. [ he hates that. this is the same pattern and he hates it. ] The kind of anger that's on the backburner, so you remember that it's there and you feel it, but it isn't what causes you to make snap decisions usually. But during the night, it was harder to remember why you shouldn't let your anger take over, and it was easier to go with the motions and act out.

Something like that?