[ it's okay. shouxue doesn't really talk about her deep lore much because it's a point of contention for her, so if he doesn't fully understand, it's on her. he was right in the other thread that she is kind of cursed, but she doesn't know it yet at her canon point. ]

I'm not sure. I don't know if any of the previous Raven Consorts have ever fully become her. Perhaps it is because humans cannot fully become gods? But the goddess will likely find and choose a new Raven Consort eventually.

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I do not feel pain unless there is a new moon.