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liu shouxue | 柳 寿雪 ([personal profile] ravenry) wrote2024-02-26 04:17 pm
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[personal profile] applebough 2024-02-27 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ >how anxious are you
>>yes
]

It's still unfair, isn't it? Since it seems no one remembers wanting to come here.

[ She walks over to a nearby chair to sit too. Her back is straight--she's not allowed to slouch right now. ]
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[personal profile] applebough 2024-02-27 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Honestly? That's fair. Shouxue seems to have that kind of vibe too, just not liking something, but watching you with disapproval. Maybe that's why Yuri feels like she has to be on her best behavior.

So she nods.
]

I don't know how I got to be here either, when the last thing I remember before waking up would make it really difficult to come here...
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[personal profile] applebough 2024-02-28 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I was in a place that required a guide to get through, and I was the guide.

[ So to get there without assistance... makes her think. ]
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[personal profile] applebough 2024-02-29 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, um... I don't plan on returning.

[ Yeah, she's gonna ditch her job in progress. ]
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[personal profile] applebough 2024-03-01 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
The conditions here are much better than where I'm from.

[ So, yes. ]

For one, most people are nice or neutral here.
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[personal profile] applebough 2024-03-03 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
... Yes. I imagine being an outcast is rough anywhere you go.

[ There's a wry smile. ]

Though, I feel that I see cruelty most of the time, there are nice people out there--or at least, people who understand, such as Gregor and Rodion. They come from the same place I do.
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[personal profile] applebough 2024-03-03 05:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, an understanding. She's a little happy, but also sad because understanding means having gone through similar experiences and that's... not good. ]

Yes. They work under a different company than I do and I'm sure they're working for the company for an important reason... Meanwhile, I don't have anything like that.
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[personal profile] applebough 2024-03-04 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
... I want to believe that one day.

[ The support here has been almost unreal. ]

Thank you.