[ she's not emotionally honest, but she is straightforward about that. ]
I do not understand when Margaret didn't want you to do it.
[ he already knows she knows losing your temper for protection, but he was... rational isn't the word she wants to use, but he wasn't unrestrained either. she's had a life sheltered from a lot of interpersonal relations, and even if she knows much of how horrible people can be from how ghosts come to be and her own history, what luke did didn't make much sense to her, especially since he acknowledged dion's possession. ]
[Luke studies her for a little while, as if assessing the truth of her words, or maybe just thinking of how much truth he wants to share himself. Finally, he tips his head back.]
It's the same reason I'd accept people being angry with me. [For lying to them about being okay, or for causing them pain during the curfew, before his death.] No matter our reasoning or what was within our control--in the end, people still got hurt. That can't be changed, and it can't be undone.
Margaret lost her life. She can't ever get that back. [He does not know they're in a murdergame and will be revived.] I guess... I just wanted him to know what that means. How much it hurts.
[It very much was still an angry, emotional action; Luke has just had eight years of practice honing his control, and he had time to calm down before Dion arrived. He wouldn't have midtrialed, but he definitely would've had to be pulled off of Dion, had he been alive.]
I don't dislike him. I'm not happy that he's dead, even if I'm glad his mind is clear now. But I... it's hard for me to be okay with someone who hurt somebody I wanted to protect. This was the best middle ground I could find.
[ she does understand being angry at dion for killing someone he cares for, but she didn't think a punch was necessary. she doesn't think he has to be okay with dion ever. she doesn't think dion doesn't understand the gravity and weight of taking of a life.
she lost control in the memory that luke saw, but that was a very scary memory for her because she tries her utmost never to exorcise a spirit because that's wiping out someone's existence. she doesn't have the right even if she has the ability.
she listens and lets luke's words settle in her mind. ]
I don't think you have to get along with him. I don't think you have to be happy with him ever again. [ she's not a stranger to people being violent, but maybe it's because she didn't expect this from him. she didn't stop to consider his feelings more. ]
Because Margaret wasn't angry with him, I didn't think to understand your grief as much. I'm sorry.
[ it has been something she's failed at before—when she's too focused on the victim to think about those around the victim. ]
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[ she's not emotionally honest, but she is straightforward about that. ]
I do not understand when Margaret didn't want you to do it.
[ he already knows she knows losing your temper for protection, but he was... rational isn't the word she wants to use, but he wasn't unrestrained either. she's had a life sheltered from a lot of interpersonal relations, and even if she knows much of how horrible people can be from how ghosts come to be and her own history, what luke did didn't make much sense to her, especially since he acknowledged dion's possession. ]
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It's the same reason I'd accept people being angry with me. [For lying to them about being okay, or for causing them pain during the curfew, before his death.] No matter our reasoning or what was within our control--in the end, people still got hurt. That can't be changed, and it can't be undone.
Margaret lost her life. She can't ever get that back. [He does not know they're in a murdergame and will be revived.] I guess... I just wanted him to know what that means. How much it hurts.
[It very much was still an angry, emotional action; Luke has just had eight years of practice honing his control, and he had time to calm down before Dion arrived. He wouldn't have midtrialed, but he definitely would've had to be pulled off of Dion, had he been alive.]
I don't dislike him. I'm not happy that he's dead, even if I'm glad his mind is clear now. But I... it's hard for me to be okay with someone who hurt somebody I wanted to protect. This was the best middle ground I could find.
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she lost control in the memory that luke saw, but that was a very scary memory for her because she tries her utmost never to exorcise a spirit because that's wiping out someone's existence. she doesn't have the right even if she has the ability.
she listens and lets luke's words settle in her mind. ]
I don't think you have to get along with him. I don't think you have to be happy with him ever again. [ she's not a stranger to people being violent, but maybe it's because she didn't expect this from him. she didn't stop to consider his feelings more. ]
Because Margaret wasn't angry with him, I didn't think to understand your grief as much. I'm sorry.
[ it has been something she's failed at before—when she's too focused on the victim to think about those around the victim. ]