[ she's fine.... she's calmer now. she's existentially tired, but she's always that. her irritation at how that how ended hasn't faded, but she isn't about to go on her-mes like the 16yo she is. ]
It is as bad on this side as it is on the other side, but I did not care for how they acted at the end. Whether that was to be a distraction from voting for Dion or from looking at Throné or even if it was true anger because he murdered Margaret....
[yeah, he's quiet as he recalls the moment. everyone pushing, everyone on edge as if every little movement dion made could be dangerous. a part of eunhyuk thinks it was purposeful on dion's part, an attempt to get it over with. this is who i am, and this is how dangerous i can be. eunhyuk had tried the same, with rosamund.]
I think... that Nodd should have stood with him, instead of trying to swing the vote.
It helped having someone just wait with me. More than anything else they could have done.
[charles, though he had been angry. and then owner, who hadn't been at all.]
[ wanting to save someone... it is arrogant, but she understands that feeling, for whatever reason it may be, but saving someone whose mind is trapped, whose emotions are compromised, when you can't even know what is and isn't yourself.... ]
He either has never felt what it's like to lose yourself, or he is thinking too much of himself. The people who stood by you knew you.
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week 3, saturday
Shouxue.
[he pauses, looking her over to check if she's alright...]
What did you think of your first trial on this side?
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It is as bad on this side as it is on the other side, but I did not care for how they acted at the end. Whether that was to be a distraction from voting for Dion or from looking at Throné or even if it was true anger because he murdered Margaret....
[ she shakes her head. ]
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...They still chose to drag it out, even though none of us acted violently at the end.
[...he glances down at his hands, unfolds his fingers]
We did kill, but we still did our best to resist after.
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Dion isn't any different than either of us in that way. He may be better equipped to kill someone, but he did not deserve that kind of baiting.
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I think... that Nodd should have stood with him, instead of trying to swing the vote.
It helped having someone just wait with me. More than anything else they could have done.
[charles, though he had been angry. and then owner, who hadn't been at all.]
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[ wanting to save someone... it is arrogant, but she understands that feeling, for whatever reason it may be, but saving someone whose mind is trapped, whose emotions are compromised, when you can't even know what is and isn't yourself.... ]
He either has never felt what it's like to lose yourself, or he is thinking too much of himself. The people who stood by you knew you.
[ or knew him as much as two weeks could allow. ]