[he brings his other hand to his, so he's clasping her hand with both of his.]
Yes.
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I thought I wasn't in a position to judge the first time. I felt too guilty. And now... I still am, but I'm angry too. But I'm not good at expressing it, or any of my emotions.
she nods. her guilt has not faded either. it still hangs over her no matter how much sidon tells her it isn't her fault and how well he continues to treat her. ]
You don't have to be. [ she knows it's better for his monster illness if he doesn't. ] I don't think we're wrong to be angry. I just don't know how far we should take it.
I feel the same way. ...It's harder now that we know them.
[and far easier if they still didn't know each other, if they had no expectations of each other. no reason to be offended or hurt. and on the other hand, harder because they've seen how caring and kind they have the potential to be.]
...If you could see them right now -- if you could talk to any of them without having to wait on a message. What would you say?
They're fools who who are only going to cut a deeper wound.
[ they didn't get as mad as they should have after she murdered, but they can get mad at her for what she says under duress. she's angry at them for what they said under duress. ]
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Yes.
[...]
I thought I wasn't in a position to judge the first time. I felt too guilty. And now... I still am, but I'm angry too. But I'm not good at expressing it, or any of my emotions.
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she nods. her guilt has not faded either. it still hangs over her no matter how much sidon tells her it isn't her fault and how well he continues to treat her. ]
You don't have to be. [ she knows it's better for his monster illness if he doesn't. ] I don't think we're wrong to be angry. I just don't know how far we should take it.
I don't want to feel this way about them.
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I feel the same way. ...It's harder now that we know them.
[and far easier if they still didn't know each other, if they had no expectations of each other. no reason to be offended or hurt. and on the other hand, harder because they've seen how caring and kind they have the potential to be.]
...If you could see them right now -- if you could talk to any of them without having to wait on a message. What would you say?
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[ they didn't get as mad as they should have after she murdered, but they can get mad at her for what she says under duress. she's angry at them for what they said under duress. ]
I'm tired watching them.