There were too many things I didn't take into account and did wrong. I got distracted concentrating on the general picture that I missed specific details.
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And overall, I can't decide if those nine hours were just a farce to begin with.
[ she doesn't think her opinion is that great or grand. ]
Hindsight skews perception. I know what I would have liked to happen, but I don't know if I could act differently. Suspecting Scien earlier would have helped in many ways, but... I wanted to believe in Dahut's affection for him.
It depends on the kind of act he meant, but yes. He put on some kind of act, even if I don't know what it was for.
[ he was way too cheerful all the time. she thinks people can be cheerful and cheery naturally, but to the degree that dahut went, she thought it hid something. ]
[dahut being an otome automatically makes him suspicious,]
...It's rare to expect someone to be perfectly honest. [well. maybe ichiban. or maybe not, even ichiban puts on a front when he needs to] So I don't really care if he was or not.
[what dahut offered was more important to him then how he acted,]
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There were too many things I didn't take into account and did wrong. I got distracted concentrating on the general picture that I missed specific details.
[...]
And overall, I can't decide if those nine hours were just a farce to begin with.
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[ while it's not quite enough for shouxue, it's a start. ]
You put in more effort than most, and it was not a terrible job.
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What would you have done differently?
[the emotion here is a genuine curiosity, a little like a student asking an opinion from a teacher]
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Hindsight skews perception. I know what I would have liked to happen, but I don't know if I could act differently. Suspecting Scien earlier would have helped in many ways, but... I wanted to believe in Dahut's affection for him.
[ ... ]
Maybe that should have been a clue, too.
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Do you believe Scien when he said Dahut put on an act?
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[ he was way too cheerful all the time. she thinks people can be cheerful and cheery naturally, but to the degree that dahut went, she thought it hid something. ]
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...It's rare to expect someone to be perfectly honest. [well. maybe ichiban. or maybe not, even ichiban puts on a front when he needs to] So I don't really care if he was or not.
[what dahut offered was more important to him then how he acted,]
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[ so it doesn't surprise her too much that eunhyuk is fine with whatever lies. ]