eunhyuk catchall

[ravenry]

this gif is so hd

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[pathematic]

[eunhyuk looks up from where he's sitting, on the far side of the wall, as if he's trying to maintain as much distance as possible between him and the glass. he is still bloody, but it looks like his nosebleed has finally stopped.

at the words, he blinks slow and careful,]

I need to be removed from the ship.

[ravenry]

[ she sees the distance and keeps to where she is. ]

You are saying the same thing that Scien said. Do you think you're affected the same way?

[pathematic]

[he shakes his head]

I haven't fully transformed yet. The nosebleed... It's a sign that it's getting worse. I'm still violent.

[ravenry]

Transformed?

[ ... ]

What do you mean by that?

[pathematic]

...There's a disease back in my home that transforms people into monsters. I caught it a few days ago back in my world. It's linked to excessive emotions. People who can control theirs last longer than those who can't.

I've always been good at controlling my emotions, so I thought I had a chance.

[ravenry]

[ she closes her eyes, and her grip on her hands tightens. she takes a slow breath. ]

You think your chance has run out. What happens if you are turned into a monster?

[pathematic]

[...he looks around the cell, as if studying the walls]

I'll become stronger than everyone here. Faster. And I'll trick one of you to come down here and let me out. Say that I'm fine. Lie.

I don't know what I'll look like. Every monster is different.

[ravenry]

Do you change physically, too?

[ because if he looks different, it'll be harder for him to trick others. ]

I don't know if anyone can let you out outside of the senior crew.

[ but then again, with what happened to scien.... that also isn't a guarantee. ]

[pathematic]

I should. [...] But there's a chance I could still look like myself. It's happened to others.

[so he doesn't know for sure, he could really become body horror but also... well, he's not sure if he wants to take that chance.]

I'm not sure either. But... I don't trust this ship.

[it's always felt like a third party to him, even now]

[ravenry]

I don't trust this ship either.

[ but... it doesn't feel right to just eject him even if he is a danger. it's not the most logical or rational thought, and she shouldn't care about this as much as she does, but she can't help the way she feels. ]

Do you want to live, Eunhyuk?

[pathematic]

[very quietly, from his spot in his cell.]

I do.

[...]

And I don't.

[ravenry]

Which is the stronger feeling?